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Not a day goes by that I don't think about my dad or pick up my phone to call him!  To say that I miss him is a huge understatement.  It's been two and a half years since he died and sometimes it's like it was yesterday and others it's like a lifetime ago.  For whatever strange reason, I finally feel as if I am getting my life back together!  These last few years really seem like a blur.  I'm just thankful that I've snapped pictures, probably more than anyone will ever look at besides me, but I love looking back during this time of blur.  What makes me happy is seeing all my wonderful blessings...aka my hubby and 4 beautiful boys!

I think about my dad when the boys do something cute or funny, or when they're pushing me to my limit, or when I listen to talk radio, or when I put on my spyderco knife that my dad gave me.  It makes my heart happy to think about him and all that he taught me!  I'm trying to teach my boys the same things that he taught me but I think some things must already be hard wired in them.  I love it when they say things like he did or when they act like he did.  It's like I can feel his presence all around!  

I can't help but think about the circle of life.  My dad used to say that life goes on and you know what it really does...go on!  I'm realizing a lot of what my dad said as I gain life experiences.  And I can't help but smile and just KEEP ON KEEPIN' ON!

Trinity