Today...

Am I really old enough to have a teenage son???  I mean really, I don't feel old enough!  I probably look it but I certainly don't feel it!  I so don't know why this is getting to me but it is!  Not only do I have a 13 year old son but a double digit (10 year old) son as well.  This has been bugging me too...my sweet Ryler is 10, where did 10 years go?  I have Trevin who is 5 and Gentry who is 18 months and thank God I have these two!  I look at them and think that Garrin & Ryler should be that age, and then I quickly realize I'm losing time with my precious babies!  Why does time have to go by so fast?  I think about all the things I want to do with my kiddos and think how am I going to fit all this in because they are all growing up way too fast and I'm running out of time!  Oh my, I'm running out of time!

I just saw a quote that said you can always make more money but you can never make more time!

Wow, that hit me like a ton of bricks.  I'm never going to get more time with my kiddos!  I could start crying here and sometimes I do!  I wish sometimes that I had the knowledge of an old person so I would know how important time spent well is...this is one of those moments when you go oh wow!  How come I didn't understand this before?  I may not have understood it before but I do now, so it's time to make the most of today!

Nothing really stays the same forever.  I'm learning to embrace today and make the most of it.  I can't get yesterday back and tomorrow isn't here yet so I must use today!